sometimes, songs that don't even have meaning of death speak more than the ones that do..
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
If you didn't notice you mean everything
I don't know how to live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
I can't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
So what do you do
When somebody you're so devoted to
Suddenly just stops being here with you
And it seems no ones got a clue
Of the pain that its putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
And sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way?"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the disguise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
don't really want to feel the pain
i'm hoping for sun
but it looks like rain
so tell me - how do i live without you
How do I,
Get through the night without you?
now i have had to live without you,
What kind of life will that be?
Oh, I
I need to be in your arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
why did you ever leave,
you took with you so much good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There's no sun in my sky,
There's not your love in my life,
sometimes it seems theres no world left for me.
And I don't know what I should do,
I'm lost since I lost you,
2 comments:
My love, my girl, my brave niece... It is minutes to Mother's Day and I am in extreme pain knowing how hard it is for you to face this day. I am so sorry that you do not have my sister to celebrate on this day. I am so sorry that I do not have her to celebrate with. Someday as you dig thru the mountains of cards your mother had been sent and I know she kept, you should find many a Mother's Days cards thanking her for sharing you and the boys with me. For many reasons, I was not blessed with birthing my own children, I have always know that I could not love anyone more than I do you all and I am so happy to be your Aunt. It is my favorite "roll" in my life. I visit your blogs when I have the luxury of time so that I can embrace the pain and tears. Our world will never be as it was when our Laura was here. I would do ANYTHING to change the way her life played out. I miss her like I cannot explain. I want to share this with you on this day so you know that I know how much pain you are in. You are so brave, my love, and I am so proud of you. Without a doubt, I know your mother is, as always, proud of you.
She was the epitomy of what a mother should be and you are the epitomy of what a daughter should be. I love you...
Tough to understand why life has to be so painful. Sweet, heartbroken Dana Doll ... somewhere I heard that life on earth is but one grain of sand in the relation to eternity - I have to continually remind myself of that as I try to understand it all. So while it's tough to grasp - life on earth is short and eternity, with your Mom, will come soon enough! You are your mother's sunshine and she is no doubt watching over you my girl! Love you xo
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